the darkest hour

May 7, 2008

this week, i might lose everything.
my pride,
my friends,
my home.

it feels surreal,
as if i’m watching my own head explode in slow-motion
blowing and shattering those dreams into obscurity.

if i got a bloody second chance,
it will be the luckiest thing i ever had.

if i don’t,
it’s the end of me as you know it.

mom, dad, rey, mand. everyone.
pray for the best for me, ok?

4 Responses to “the darkest hour”

  1. Waldi - Penglipuran said

    Ramda,
    I heard you crying these days and nights
    It is about the results for what you had done,
    and God’s plan that we might not know exactly
    We pray for you always, from far away
    God bless you

    PS:
    Your true home and friends are never lost

  2. rey said

    wishing the best for you.. dunno what to say.. smangat terus ram!!!

  3. mand said

    cuma tuhan yang tau yang terbaik buat lo, beneran

    god will give you the serenity to accept things that you cannot change
    the strength to fight those things you can change
    and the wisdom to know the difference.

    god bless you, and you’ll never walk alone.

    sincerely, BFF !

    goodluck

  4. Waldi - Puri Mesari said

    “if i got a bloody second chance, it will be the luckiest thing i ever had”, you said…

    So, you’ve got it guy. Thanks God
    After this month’s exam, prepare carefully for that opportunity. God bless you.
    Warm regards always

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